I had my weekly staff meeting for Coram Deo today - yes I work ANOTHER job, because two kids and my own business is just not enough - HA!. I do communications and just some people stuff for my church that I love and it makes a few extra bucks that we desperately need. The last few weeks I've been working extra - catching up from maternity leave I guess - and I'm excited about the things I'm doing. Ministry is what I'm actually trained in by the way.
So today it happened again. I wanted to be a super hero. I got really excited and the music montage started playing in my head and I envisioned all the stuff I could do. It was stuff for God this time but other times it's things in design or even just wanting to be a super mom. And then the music floating over my head crashed down on top of me. Why? Probably because Calli spit up so much it soaked me AND still managed to make an audible splash on the floor. Or maybe it was the fact that Grant asked 6 questions is a row - none of which I really understood {is he talking about a jet or a balloon, because it keeps switching}. Or then again it could have been the fact that there's suddenly no time to eat built into my schedule and still no air conditioning in my car and I begin to feel myself slowly dying. So once again I didn't rise to super hero status but I enjoyed thinking I could for a bit. I think God puts those times of excitement in us just to keep us going. I work so hard for nothing sometimes (or so it seems) but when I get a glimpse of what God is doing thru me, or I see some hope of being someone I want to be, I can keep going. So I think it's okay for all you working moms to aspire to be super heros - we all know it's not gonna happen, but sometimes we just need the dream to keep us going another day.